That is quite some time to know a person. I won't pretend to know how dangerous your life has been but... I can sympathize with how hard it is to let your guard down. I'm sure Lady is safe where ever she is and is waiting for you.
It's unfortunate that I didn't get a chance to know her very well. She seemed like a very capable woman.
One of the most badass ladies I know. A human who holds her own killing the same demons I do, probably for as long as I have. Don't remember if I mentioned it before, but she and I officially started dating. Neither of us know what the fuck we're doing, but we were figuring it out together.
I'd say back in the Christmas party, sharing our first kiss under the mistletoe. Not just our first kisses, but our first ever kisses. We talked about it later, but that moment. It felt like everything that lead to that point was worth it. We both got lost in the moment.
She mentioned catching the bouquet, though. And the kinda prep we'd need to do if we had a wedding back home.
And truth be told? Things going that far, letting my guard down enough to let in something that incredible? It's because of you.
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I believe you're giving me too much credit than I deserve. I didn't do anything really...
But I am glad you got to share that feeling with someone. I am truly sorry about Lady. It must be hard having a taste of how good things could be and having it ripped away. That is a feeling I can relate to.
It's incredibly hard. Painful. But it's because we relate on a lot that I was able to have those good things. Talking as much as we did, even clearing the air after that first month. You and Blitz got me thinking about me and her, about the things that could've been left unsaid or undone if talking to you two didn't get me to open up.
So no. I'm giving you the credit you deserve. Thanks, Stolas.
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It's unfortunate that I didn't get a chance to know her very well. She seemed like a very capable woman.
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Why didn't you inform me about this sooner? When did that happen? Was it at the wedding?
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She mentioned catching the bouquet, though. And the kinda prep we'd need to do if we had a wedding back home.
And truth be told? Things going that far, letting my guard down enough to let in something that incredible? It's because of you.
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I believe you're giving me too much credit than I deserve. I didn't do anything really...
But I am glad you got to share that feeling with someone. I am truly sorry about Lady. It must be hard having a taste of how good things could be and having it ripped away. That is a feeling I can relate to.
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So no. I'm giving you the credit you deserve. Thanks, Stolas.